I ask myself

I ask myself
every day
why am I so nice
why am I this way
it does nothing
but stab me in the back
rips my heart outand gives it a wack
nothin but pain
comes from being nice
it's happened once
it'll happen twice
one day
I'm gonna stop being sweet
I might even turn
just down right mean
but I doubt I will be that way
I'll always be nice
every day
and be myself
and give away my heart
again and again
and once again be torn apart!